Washed all my sins

..You perfectly fit the sins in my darkest dreams

“Washed all my sins
He perfectly fits into my darkest dreams
Run from my past, he’s moving too fast
Love me eternally
Gun to my head, I’m already dead
If you think I would speak
My life at stake
No, nothing could break up me and my baby

Cause we know what it’s like to be reckless
You and I, we still fight, us against the world
Wrap my waist ’round your neck like a necklace
In the past, loveless

All fired up and frustrated
Lost our minds and our patience
Stay with me, I’ve done some changing
I’m waiting, I’m made for you, baby
You still get fired up and frustrated
Lost our minds and our patience
Stay with me, I’ve done some changing
I’m waiting, I’m ready for you, baby
You can count on me..”

Get ready ’cause this is war..

Another day in the right direction
I’m okay but I’m left to question
How did I get so far behind the rest?
Why am I so inclined to forget?
All the days that you made me crazy
Nowadays you don’t even faze me
It’s all the same and I don’t stress none
Sick and tired of all this tension..

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

Feeling a type of way ’bout the past that I run from
Night and day fade to black when I’m undone
I feel lost constantly exhausted, double-crossed
Still haunted by the monster I once was
And when the sun’s gone and there’s no escape
I feel the darkness take shape and show face
There’s no place, I never feel safe
There’s no change, hope fades, and I’ll never be okay
Never be the same, but I always feel close to
Losing everything, it’s almost like I’m supposed to
I chose you, let you in and gave you a home to
Become a part of me, but now I’m looking to ghost you
I hoped you disappear, but you’re attached
I painted the mirror, I tried breaking the glass
I see my face in the cracks, a refraction, I’m abstract
Can’t run from the past, but I’m keeping my bags packed